I don't really have a title. It's Monday and I want to say its the start of my new life but I'm scared to say that. I've been here before. I know this place. I've prayed before and asked for God's help. So I guess I have to ask myself what's different this time?
What's different is that for the first time I'm thinking different. I realize I've been rejecting God's gifts. He's given me back my health and I need to celebrate that. I need to take care and honor the gifts he's given me.
Thank you Lord. I called out to you with my fears and you gave me understanding. Not only CAN I do this, I WILL do this!!